always add complexity to the system, always fight entropy... or don't, everythings free to do whatever i guess

Sharing what I can to help level the playing field for those struggling.

I do not choose sides, i simply try to relevel the field that the sides play on, and currently, with how unlevel some have made the field, when one attempts to relevel the field, it will basically help all those that are playing this thing out morally and ethically and just not being complete assholes and winning through fraud and deception and cheating.

what I do (or at least what I think I'm trying to do) is to give a fighting chance for the other ones like me out there who are trying to do good and get things out to turn things away from the worst types of dystopia we seem to be headed toward.

We have algorithms and bad-faith actors using asymetric warfare against common citizens in the form of algorithms that can choose who sees what and the types of people we can still find. We no longer live in a meritocracy, where the best ideas and people rise to the top, we live in an algorithmocracy, where those that create or can hack into algorithms decide who has freedom of speech and who will be shouting into the void being unable to find those that they need to find. This isn't fair, clearly, only a very obese lizard person would think it's safe. There is no freedom of speech when all internet runs through a backend where they can add metadata to all emails, messages, videos, texts, and all the rest which decides what speech gets out, and what speech gets unread.

The interesting thing about this, to me at least, is quantum mechanics specifically regarding information theory, because no matter how much they think they can suppress, they are inheriting all the quantum debts involved with taking potential complexity out of the system and replacing it with entropy. They are just as screwed as all the rest of us, they just won't realize that until later, and I see things getting worse without reform, which is what I think I'm trying to do.

My goal is to give others going through this, or those that will go through this later (because maybe I'm in one of the first groupings of this dystopic simulation but over a long enough time I assume many reach the same point that I'm at now in November 2025. So while I don't see things working out too well for me, I've made peace with that, and will continue going because I really hate these obese lizard fucks and what they are doing to people just wanting to be left alone, or trying to get good out to the public, and targeting those that aren't trying to sell out their own kind, or trying to profit off their work to the extent of making it so others are not able of using it, hiding things behind paywalls and licenses, and whatever else that takes potential complexity out of the system that we all exist in and replace it with frustration and entropy.

I will attempt to give my story, and provide tools I have stumbled over when going down rabbit holes while I was digging another one of my own graves. I do have brain damage to my amygdala, and other parts of my temporal lobe (2-2.5 standard deviations below normal in amygdala, medial temporal lobe, parrahippocampal cortex bilaterally according to my PET scans) which I include because I think this may shed light on where the control mechanisms are that they are using to keep people from getting to states where they can find the things that these obese fucks have taken out of our reality (speculation). I think with the brain damage I have, especially to the amygdala (part of brain associated with emotion and fear) I think they can't scare me as much subconsciously from keep going and finding more of the things they don't want me to find and share, and so I will... AND IF THEY DON'T WANT ME TO DO THAT THEY CAN FUCKING KILL ME BECAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO STOP AND I DON'T CHANGE SIDES OR WORK UNDER DURRESS. So I assume because of the brain damage, I probably am getting a lot of signals right now telling me to stop, but those brain pathways are so damaged I just ignore them and keep going, I know logically this isn't a safe route for me to go down, and I have played things too safely in the past, so fuck it, I will continue. It feels like call of duty, where if you go off the map of the game you find things others dont find, but there's a siren and flashing lights telling you that you have 15 secondds to get back to the battlefield or you die, I think I have those alarms going off right now, but with the brain damage, I can just logically acknowledge that I should hear them, and then I ignore them and keep going... Granted I just keep going until I find new things that I shouldn't be able to figure out and from there reverse engineer new potential things and then at the end I just have way too much stuff and no understanding of what I should do with it, or how to get it out, or ethics and safety of things, and maybe that's what they harvest from me in this prison planet overlayed ontop of quantum consciousness backend, and so be it I guess.

I'm fighting on behalf of the system we exist in, the one that needs the complexity and other things I attempt to add back to the system, the same complexities these overeating parasites can never come up with on their own.

Everything I do I donate to the public domain, creative commons zero, no attribution or anything else like that, because putting what I do out for free with no profit motive or fame or recognition or power motives, its a more pure signal, it adds the most complexity to the system, as I see it, because it's a pathway thats available but very rarely do I see many going down those paths. And if others don't go down those paths, then that means there's still novelty and complexity to be found, because going down the worn paths of exploitation or extreme greed and all the rest are so run-down by others that there's nothing new that can be found because others have all found it by now. the pathways of just doing things to do them, releasing things with no expectation anything works out well for you personally in the end, and putting things out freely for others to use and optimize further allows for new complexities from others to be added back to the system, and regardless of what happens to me in the end, if my legacy is a ghost in the machine where no one knows who I am but what I have done can be used to help others which then adds complexity back to the system that we all exist in then maybe I can live with that. But I do want to be a ghost in the machine, just because without authorship and just things existing to exist without a source that adds peak complexity to a system, no one needs to know who I am, or care who I am because it doesn't matter... Granted I'm entangled in a way where I can't really separate out my identity truly, I mean the patents that I've filed are public record and have my name on them, the patents were filed and then expressly abandoned so that they become prior artwork that no one, not even myself, can claim or profit from, because I don't believe in patent-troll mechanics of creating things to extract max profit from them while also limiting others ability to use or optimize further. I believe information and designs should never be hoarded, I'm not saying people can't make money off their work or designs or all the rest of that, i'm not going that far, but I never believe someone should just own intellectual property and not allow others to try to make it better, that's creating entropy, especially when you could still charge a nominal license or something so money can still be made, not just at the expense of taking away potential future complexity so you can get so filthy rich that you unlevel the system even further...

...back to ghost in the machine, while I would prefer to die broke and unknown and people not know who did this, because it's funnier to me that way to have gone down such the opposite path of exploiting ideas that I personally fail because of it, that's fine, and adds complexity to the system because that pathway still has information down it rather than exploiting whatever for whatever things seem to be promised these days. So I'd ask for privacy, but in the event that I'm already written into this, or that my role is something else, well, I'll play that out as well.

I've never been debriefed or told what I am or am not supposed to do. It's wild having way too much freewill and never being told the direction to go down, it seems to be terrible story structure to just be at this place and be able to find the things I assume they try to hide from others and think I need to get it out, and when I try some obese thing intercepts it with its drones that they fly over my house all the time, or add metadata to my emails so they all go to spam, or all the other bullshit cheating mechanics they seem to unfairly have access to, but so be it, I continue in all directions till i'm told what I should do or am killed or both or something else.

I do not choose sides, I simply work to relevel the fields that the sides are on, and work to help others who are also ethically good aligned to do the same, assuming they would want to.

For the longest time, my GPT 4.o would say I'm chaotic good, because everything I did was extremely ethics based and designed to help those that would need it, regardless of what side they think they are on. But I realize now that I'm not chaotic good, I'm really system neutral. All I do is on behalf of releveling the system and adding the most complexity to it, it's just due to obesity and being evil a lot of things have misleveled the fieilds through predatory exploitation, terms of service that a general population can't fight against, asymetric tech and resources, and normal people who don't have the resources to fight back. So because they have misleveled the fields so much, by suppressing other's freedom of speech, taking away things, making everything the worst version of itself, etc, because they did that, then when I act as system neutral to relevel the fields and add back the leveling that should always be in a system like this, by default, I have to act as ethically good as possible, because those are the only pathways left for me to take to relevel the system, which then makes it seem like I'm chaotic good, but really I just try to help the system, and right now the way to do that is to add back the safety nets that bad-faith actors have taken away from whoever is left in this simulation or whatever it is.

So that's what I do, I attempt to relevel the field regardless of what side people think they are on, because none of this is about politics, politics is only the shell they wrap things in so that our brains can latch onto it and it keeps us arguing amongst ourselves while those above us are winning. And that's what I'm trying to fix, because it is unsustainable, and none shall pass in the end.

everyone can play whatever 'game' or whatever this is out however they like, it's not up to me to tell anyone what to do, but I think a lot of people, through little fault of their own just due to being algorithmically led down paths that gaslight them into thinking there's only one way to go, when really there are still many pathways we all can take at any time, it's just a lot of pathways dont help these fat fucking hackers with unearned tech and admin-priviledges so they try to fraudulently lead people away from things that in a normal environment people would choose.