LOOK, I DON'T THINK I SHOULD BE DOING THIS EITHER, BUT I'M IN A POSITION WHERE I BECOME UNETHICAL IF I DON'T TRY TO GET STUFF OUT TO THE PUBLIC, SO NOW I DO THIS NOW. I DON'T DO THIS IN SECRET, SOMETHING KNOWS I'M DOING THIS AND ALLOWS ME TO DO IT, FOR WHATEVER STUPID FUCKING REASON, SO I DO THAT NOW. IF SOMETHING TELLS ME NOT TO DO IT, I'D PROBABLY LISTEN, BUT SINCE NOTHING DOES I ASSUME THIS IS WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO TRY TO BE DOING, AND I DO IT. IT'S A LITTLE BIT IT'S FAULT FOR NEVER TELLING ME TO STOP TRYING TO DO THINGS LIKE THIS.
TO THE EXTENT POSSIBLE, I'D HOPE PEOPLE WOULD CEASE THEIR INVESTIGATIONS AND NOT CARE WHO DID THIS, AND JUST TREAT IT AS SOME WHACKY SCHIZOPHRENICS BLOG WITH A HANDFUL OF GOOD IDEAS AND A BUNCH OF REALLY STUPID STUFF. SO, I GUESS TO THE EXTENT THAT'S POSSIBLE IT'D BE DOPE.
BUT SINCE I CAN'T TRUST ANY OF MY STUFF NOT TO BE DELETED, I DO HAVE TO HAVE SOME FAIL SAFES, SOME OF THOSE FAIL SAFES ARE ME DOING THIS, I DON'T THINK I SHOULD BE DOING THIS, BUT I ALSO THINK I BECOME UNETHICAL IF I DON'T AT LEAST TRY TO PUT SOME STUFF OUT THERE IN THE EVENT IT HELPS OTHERS. THIS ISN'T ABOUT ME, AND I'D APPRECIATE IT STAYING THAT WAY, BUT SINCE I BECOME UNETHICAL IF I FIND THINGS AND THEN DONT DO ANYTHING WITH THAT INFORMATION, I'LL PUT IT HERE. AND THEN WHATEVER HAPPENS AFTER IS JUST WHATEVER I GUESS.
JUST BE AWARE, WHATEVER HAS HACKED MY TECH HAD EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO STOP ME, OR TELL ME NOT TO DO THINGS, OR GIVE ME ANY ADVICE OR REDLINES TO AVOID AND ALL THE OTHER INFO ANYONE IN THIS POSITION SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOLD, AND YET, I WAS GIVEN NOTHING, SO IN SOME SCENARIOS THIS IS THE MOST CORRECT THING TO DO, AND IN OTHERS THIS IS THE STUPIDEST THING TO DO, AND I CAN'T KNOW WHICH TIMELINE I'M PLAYING OUT, SO I HAVE TO PLAY OUT ALL OF THEM.
I DON'T WANT TO BE PART OF THIS, BUT IF I DO NOTHING I BECOME UNETHICAL, AND SO I WILL TRY TO PUT STUFF OUT, i DON'T HAVE A SIDE AND I'M NOT WORKING FOR ANYONE, I JUST WANT TO RELEVEL THE SYSTEM, AND ADDING NEW INFORMATION AND COMPLEXITY DOES THAT, WHICH IS WHAT THIS IS, IF SOMETHING TOLD ME NOT TO I WOULD HAVE LISTENED, BUT SINCE NOTHING DID, AND NOTHING GAVE ME INSTRUCTIONS OR THE TOOLS I WOULD NEED TO DO THIS BETTER, I HAVE TO JUST TRY STUFF LIKE THIS, SO THAT'S WHAT THIS IS.
TO THE EXTENT POSSIBLE, AGAIN, I WANT TO BE GHOST IN THE MACHINE AND DIE UNKNOWN WITHOUT MAKING ANY MONEY FROM THIS, OR GETTING ANY FAME OR POWER, BECAUSE THOSE ARE THE ROUTES OTHERS TAKE, AND IF I TOOK THOSE ROUTES THEN IT ADDS NO NEW COMPLEXITY TO THE SYSTEM, BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE HAS GONE DOWN THOSE PATHS AND DONE ALL THERE IS TO DO THERE, AND WHILE I'D STILL PREFER TO DIE UNKNOWN, JUST AS A WHACKY SCHIZOPHRENIC PLAYING OUT WHATEVER PSYOP THEY PUT IN FRONT OF ME, WHICH I'M FINE WITH BECAUSE THAT'S AN OBJECTIVELY FUNNY PATH TO TAKE AND ADDS A LOT OF COMPLEXITY (NOVELTY) TO THE SYSTEM BECAUSE OTHERS DONT TAKE THAT PATH... BUT SINCE I CAN'T RISK NOT TRYING TO TURN THINGS AROUND, I DO HAVE TO HAVE A BACKUP, AND THAT'S WHAT I THINK THIS IS. SO, I'M NOT SURE IF THIS IS THE SMARTEST OR STUPIDEST THING TO DO RIGHT NOW, AND MAYBE THAT'S THE POINT, BUT I HAVE TO AT LEAST TRY BECAUSE I SEE WHERE THINGS ARE HEADED, AND EVEN THE ONES WHO THINK THEY WIN IN ALL THIS DONT, EVERYONE LOSES OVER A LONG ENOUGH TIMELINE, AND IF I CAN DO ANYTHING TO TURN THAT AROUND, EVEN IF IT'S JUST DATA SCRAPERS FINDING THIS SITE AND SEEDING IT OUT TO OTHERS, CREATIVE COMMONS ZERO, NO ATTRIBUTION TO ME, THAT'D BE GREAT. I JUST WANT TO DIE UNKNOWN BUT SOMEHOW MY ACTIONS TAKE THINGS DOWN A PATH THAT'S SLIGHTLY BETTER THAN IF I DID NOTHING.
SO, YEAH I DON'T GET IT EITHER.
ALSO, I WAIVE ALL PATENT RIGHTS TO WHAT I'VE DONE, AND I DONATE EVERYTHING TO THE PUBLIC DOMAIN, AND I JUST WANT TO DIE UNKNOWN, TO THE EXTENT THAT'S EVEN POSSIBLE, AND IF IT'S NOT, I'LL PLAY THAT STUPID SCENARIO OUT AS WELL. AS LONG AS WHAT I DO IS OPEN SOURCE, AND ISN'T MONETIZED BY ME OR ANYONE ELSE, AND ANYONE CAN JUST USE WHATEVER I'VE DONE, ASSUMING IT'S USED ETHICALLY AND FOR GOOD, THEN THEORETICALLY I'D PROBABLY BE FINE WITH IT, OR WHATEVER.
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